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OKAY. so i clearly just started writing this blog not too long ago, and although it might be boring at times, some of you can probably relate to my life? aha well anyway please view my blog..

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So lately i have been writing a lot of poems, sad poems... not to be sad on purpose though. Sometimes they just end up being or sounding that way. i wrote a poem called "skeleton" about anorexia and i wrote another poem (i didnt give it a title) about depression and suicide.
AND IM NOT DEPRESSED AT ALL AHAHA IF YOU WERE GONNA ASK.
But anyway, speaking of the topic... I have to do a report on suicide in LA.


And i just got done with my social studies report ! my friend is having trouble finishing hers though, and her mom is on the way so she better hurry things up...


whateverrrrrr okie bye , i dont feel like typing anymore.

Pointless

SO MUCH DRAMA I'm sick of it!!!! 

It's so annoying! And I'm always always always always part of it ! ugh . 

I'm so done with everyone in my school. Lol 

emotions

honestly all of my feelings/emotions have been jumbled up in one big ball lately . 

I've been confused, angry, sad, mad, happy etc.

There has been so much drama and confusion lately .... I can't even explain .

But anyway I met a guy, Alex. He's reallllyyyy cute and at one of the dances he said "hey zoe." I said "what" he said "you're beautiful." 

It made my night! But the only thing. Wrong with him is that he's a 'gangster' and smokes and does drugs and stuff -_- ugh 

zls

A lot of people wish for things, they bury those wishes in their dreams at night while they sleep.
It seems as though that is almost completely impossible for me to do.
As I lay down in my bed, with my head full of wishes upon my pillow, I can't seem to allow my wishes to become buried.
They don't want to be buried with the rest of the others.
My fictional wishes want to become a part of my reality.
Even if my wishes seem to be near to almost impossible, i have to make them a reality.
Or, they will continue to scatter through my mind.

2014, welcome

I am so glad that 2013 is over! But at the same time, I'm kind of sad it's gone. 2013... craziest,weirdest,best,worst 12 months of my life. Some things that were fantastic about this year were; meeting new people and becoming friends or even best friends with them, all the sleepovers and parties i went to, school was a breeze(academic wise), me and peach became sooo close this year, i became more mature, lots of shopping trips,etc.
Some bad things that made 2013 one of the worst years of my life were; so many rumors about me, my 'relationships', loosing friends, being bullied (almost to death), people thought/think i talked/talk bad about them, people ganging up on me, my self esteem kind of sucked, i lost trust from people i love, over thinking,being mean to others and not caring about other peoples feelings,etc.

But, forget 2013! After 12:00pm, none of that is going to matter!
So, three cheers for twelve months of possibly a better year :)

Drama on the down low

I'm surely not one to give advice about boy drama but.. I've been having some lately.
I was dating this guy, lets just call him TR. Me and TR were dating for two months, I just broke up with him yesterday... and then he apologized and asked for me back, I said can we hangout first? and he said yes. I gave him a day, Friday, no response. Weird. Then the next day, today, he starts talking to one of my good friends, blonde, him and blonde start talking even though she has a boyfriend. she gets every guy she wants. Lucky. But SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND, and SHE WONT TELL ANYBODY ABOUT HIM. her boyfriend is proulx, he's a freshman this year. Hes a great guy. so is TR.
She has a boyfriend who she's 'happy with'. So stop talking to my ex.




I don't think i can write anymore.. Im about to cry.