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A lot of people wish for things, they bury those wishes in their dreams at night while they sleep.
It seems as though that is almost completely impossible for me to do.
As I lay down in my bed, with my head full of wishes upon my pillow, I can't seem to allow my wishes to become buried.
They don't want to be buried with the rest of the others.
My fictional wishes want to become a part of my reality.
Even if my wishes seem to be near to almost impossible, i have to make them a reality.
Or, they will continue to scatter through my mind.

2014, welcome

I am so glad that 2013 is over! But at the same time, I'm kind of sad it's gone. 2013... craziest,weirdest,best,worst 12 months of my life. Some things that were fantastic about this year were; meeting new people and becoming friends or even best friends with them, all the sleepovers and parties i went to, school was a breeze(academic wise), me and peach became sooo close this year, i became more mature, lots of shopping trips,etc.
Some bad things that made 2013 one of the worst years of my life were; so many rumors about me, my 'relationships', loosing friends, being bullied (almost to death), people thought/think i talked/talk bad about them, people ganging up on me, my self esteem kind of sucked, i lost trust from people i love, over thinking,being mean to others and not caring about other peoples feelings,etc.

But, forget 2013! After 12:00pm, none of that is going to matter!
So, three cheers for twelve months of possibly a better year :)

Drama on the down low

I'm surely not one to give advice about boy drama but.. I've been having some lately.
I was dating this guy, lets just call him TR. Me and TR were dating for two months, I just broke up with him yesterday... and then he apologized and asked for me back, I said can we hangout first? and he said yes. I gave him a day, Friday, no response. Weird. Then the next day, today, he starts talking to one of my good friends, blonde, him and blonde start talking even though she has a boyfriend. she gets every guy she wants. Lucky. But SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND, and SHE WONT TELL ANYBODY ABOUT HIM. her boyfriend is proulx, he's a freshman this year. Hes a great guy. so is TR.
She has a boyfriend who she's 'happy with'. So stop talking to my ex.




I don't think i can write anymore.. Im about to cry.

Hi

Hi. I don't know if some of you know my old blog ,"stepintomyfunkeyrainboots" , from when I was ten, but, i decided to try to create a new one. One about my life now, not about fifth grade... I wanted to create a new one simply for you to have the pleasure of reading it. I am going to try to post more from now one because diaries... the don't really work for me. I always have the risk of one of my sisters coming in my room, finding it, and reading it aloud for all to hear. The joy of having a 'secret blog' is that nobody horrifyingly important will find it, I hope. 

Now, I don't know if you will actually want to, or enjoy reading my blog. My life is full of obstacles, so maybe it will be interesting? I don't know. Yanno, I would've completely forgotten having a  blog if i hadn't started watching the TV series, 'Awkward'. 

Just as a per caution,  here, i will rant. on and on about my life. Seeing how this is probably the only place that is safe to rant... 

Twitter,Tumblr,Facebook,Instagram... none of those places are safe to rant on because everybody has an account on all of those. Except, nobody has a blog spot. I don't think... 

Oh well.